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PARTY!!!
yiay! my blog is back! my blog is back. 
MY BLOG IS BACK (ʃƪˆヮˆ) (ˆヮˆʃƪ)
 
jadi gini, setelah sekian lama putus asa. tiba-tiba pas lagi ngetweet ke ingat  segala memori bersama ni blog......
dan.................
*jengjeng* I CAN OPEN IT AGAIN. NO MALWARE AGAIN. 
rasanya tu kayak ketemu kembaran yang udah berpisah 10 tahun. emang serba complicated deh.

jadi gini.....ni blog di buat bulan februari tahun 2011, berarti sekarang resmi dua tahun blog!! 
YIAY! (ʃƪˆヮˆ) (ˆヮˆʃƪ)

HAPPY 2nd YEAR BLOG ✓
makasih atas semua kelemotannya, dan kesetiannya selama dua tahun ini.
cukup sabar kita menghadapi tahun tahun berat ini. sungguh hidup ini emang ekstrim. hiks:"

*yangtahunpertamagakdirayain,sekalianajadehsamayangsekarang:"mumpungingat*

udah gitu aja :') 



 



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Good Bye


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Every people, animals and plants on earth have soul to breathing. They should thankgod to be alived. however everyone will die. so do i. and this blog. i'm out from here, for a while. until world really realized the secret inside. we meet our end, already.

no blog, no writting.
thanks.


my blog just infected.
HELP!



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Up There


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going up up there
going up up there
just the hole gonna catch it
up up there
going up up there
kill the odd inside
using my future

you, going up for the fears
down me up to the end
begin your life to world who is catching

i am not going to judge
just need some times for a while
just haul the fears
now, yeah i'm feeling freedom

i want the stars to flyin' up, my dreams
to reach the way i've made hopeness, dear life

up up there 
going up up there
just the hole gonna catch it
up up there
up up there
going up up there
kill the odd inside my brain
up up there

up there, up there, up there, up there up
up there, up there, up there, up there up

hey, rainbow come after rain
yeah we know it so much more
too overwrought to living in this world

god knows maxim is lesson
to maximal our power
just imagine it when you're dying

ging up to the end
reach my heart for my brain
then i get to keep survive

i want the stars to flyin' up, my dreams
to reach the way i've made hopeness, dear life

up up there
going up up there
just the hole gonna catch it
up up there
up up there
going up up there
kill the odd inside my brain
up up there

up there, up there, up there, up there up
up there, up there, up there, up there up

you'll see that up there...up there...up there...up there...




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damn rich it.


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rich, more money than this. more rich than everyone. i'm gonna kill the poor. rich damn it rich money too much. dead in every way, killed people damn it. rich damn it money too much. i'm happy without, unhappy too much. rich damn it too much. down like realize that rich monet damn it too much. night brouught time movie star rich money killed me one day. send it, buy it, sell it. built damn it rich many too much more than this.dying for a while, lay up my bed feel flying to hell, heaven changed by days. realize world comes alive. begining that rich money damn much more than this beauty, opening truth closing lie. friend bring to enemies. damn it damn it rich too much. tired to see to meet to surviving. i'm dying. :)

berjalan demi langkah yang aku anggap kebenaran di akhirnya. kelak, aku akan menjadi seorang yang akan meraih apapun yang kulakukan. tulisan ini ku tulis tanpa henti ataupun editan kata. secara kilat tulisan ini ku ketik tanpa berfikir. langit memang tak terlihat oleh ku, atap itu menutup pandangan ku. nyanyian serta raungan, aku sekarat hingga mati aku masih menunggu apa itu keajaiban. kejaiban adalah kata lain dari kerja keras. aku melayang tanpa berhenti menulis. imajinasi ku berlari menuju jembatan itu, aku terjebak. aku sadar, tidak ada jembatan di seberang sana. aku tersesat.

i'm lost for every words that i had. i've made a change. sing along sing along sing along. music has killed my own mind then damn it. stop. i'm really dying.

tersentak aku tersentak di kala mereka mengerumuni ku. menjadi titik yang mencoba mengubah segalanya. bukan aku bukan dia bukan mereka aku masih bediri tersenyum menunggu kejaiban. tuhan menolong ku. tuhan mengajari ku. teman adalah hal yang bukan dapat aku, aku dapat atau bunuh. aku telah membunuh diri jiwa yang berdosa. lumutan, lautan, cerah tanpa awan. aku berjanji menyiapkan kantung hitam dan darah. aku tertawa, entah. berhenti berhenti aku butuh berhenti.

stopping me or damn it rich more than this. i'm telling i'm speaking. i'm stopping.

night just come day to the earth.
prepare my life to you
making out of making up
damn it rich more than this
time has brought my brain to this
i'm staying
i'm staying

i said, i'm staying. really.

i'm not talking. but her. talking. her talking her talking on my time damn it rich. die, i can't stay.
now, i lost.
lost.
lost.
lossing damn rich it.



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ASAP ROKOK itu seperti apa?


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R-O-K-O-K. silinder dari kertas yang berukuran panjang antara 70-120 mm telah di kenal merakyat. kita mengetahui bahwa rokok itu berbahaya dan membawa penyakit. kita juga tau kandungan yang terdapat pada rokok. tapi, mengapa masih banyak orang yang mengkonsumsi rokok? sebuah pertanyaan yang saya tanyakan kepada para perokok dunia. kita juga tahu, ROKOK berbahaya bagi pada perokok pasif. satu hal yang ingin saya katakan dan curahan dari lubuk hati terdalam. SAYA TIDAK MENYUKAI ASAP ROKOK. kenapa? disamping membawa penyakit, saya tidak menyukai asap. memang, ini agak gak penting. tapi, ini beberapa fakta bahwa rokok SANGAT merugikan banyak orang. WAHAHAHAHAHAHLOL *sayapuntertawa*merasamenang* ;))

Rokok, yang berisi daun-daun tembakau yang telah dicacah yang di bakar ujungnya, kemudian dihisap bagian ujung nya melalui mulut yang kemudian keluar asap dari mulut lagi. ya. begitulah prosesnya. dapat anda imajinasikan lah. saya masih kurang paham. apakah rokok itu makanan? apakaha rokok itu mengenyangkan? beberapa orang mengaku kalau rokok dapat menghilangkan stress. seperti nge-fly. apakah rokok termasuk ke dalam narkoba? narkotika? ganja? penenang? obat-obatan? bius? makanan? asap? mengapa orang menyukai mengisap rokok? menghirup asap rokok? apakah rokok sama dengan ngelem? narkoba? obat-obatan? mari renungkan sejenak. syalalalala~ gak usah terlalu serius. dengan santai ikhlas beramal kita berfikir keras. demi masa depan dunia yang akan kita pegang kokoh di tangan kanan dan kiri kita. sebagai penerus bangsa yang mengucapkan SUMPAH PEMUDA!!! << dampak 28 oktober. 
teman-teman sekalian yang budiman, arif dan bijaksana. memang, kita sudah mengetahui kandungan rokok. tapi saya ingin memperjelaskan kembali dengan kata lain MENGINGATKAN kepada teman-teman sederajat. tentang ROKOK. ya, saya mendengar berita burung yang katanya, remaja seusia saya sudah banyak yang perokok. sebagai pemudi yang budiman saya ingin bercngkrama a.k.a berpidato mengenai rokok. mungkin bermanfaat, ya semoga.
jadi teman-teman, bapak-bapak kebanyakan dan para perokok. memang judul entry saya kali ini ASAP ROKOK. tapi, karena ini artikel saya yang buat...ya mohon kemaklumannya.



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Components Of Life


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oke. jadi gini.
kita orang mau bercerita sikit lu ye. ini mengenai kehidupan. ya kita semua sih pasti nya udah tau tentang ini. tapi saye nak ingin bercakap lah tentang yang satu ini. biar kita bisa lebih paham dan memerhatikan hal yang jarang kita perhatikan. mari kita check it out aja deh.

LIFE
yes. now we're talking about life. in life, there're some components around. they are :

1. GOD
GOD. yes. the place can help us. GOD that w call "ALLAH" for moslem is the one who give us the soul. god stayed whereever and whenever that always we knew. god will always help you. god is your best friend. just like talking to yourself. you can cry, shout, everything to god by pray. god, is really the great one. cause he made all of in this world. he has so many secret inside that we need to learn it. well, god is the closer thing in our life. overseeing, listening, seeing, setting, understanding, everything. i just thought that god just know what i'm doing and writting now, even i never meet him. i can believe that god's really real and true :) i can face the world caus god.



2. FAMILY
family is the closer people around us. family is the first one we met, we knew and got education. actually, family introduced us to this world. exactly, MOM. MOM. MOM and DAD. they're really so amazing in your life. so, never blame them. some people just lost them. one of them or both. some, never known about their parents. well, talk about parent, i'm just gonna make them proud. that just what kids want to do. if they love. parents is the important thing in family. just thought, if no parent how can you come to this world? just think about that. so, don't dissapointing them. always thanks to them, cause they can bring you to the world. 
beside parents, we also have sisters and brothers. some people who doesn't have parents anymore, they still have siblings. either sister or brother. they'll protect you. the only one reason why? because they love you. family is the way to you to get education. never hates you. always accepted who really you are. don't blame this :)


3. CLOSE FRIEND
i believe that, each of us have a or some best friends. best friend or close friend is the one of our component in life. they are people who will always listening us except family. it's not only about hang out together or making conversation but tell personally thing to them. this's what we call friendship. these close friends can be our mentor, family, and everything that can make us comfrtable. however, sometimes they would became our enemy. in this situation, we can take lesson from life. we can fight each other, then jump to the conclusion. however, we will realized that everything just so wonderful. they learn us how to life just like how we share them. so, don't waste your time with your close friend. make your life wonderful lah.


4. ENVIRONTMENT

This is how we call real-life. Environtment is everything that we found around of us. it can be friends, teacher, stranger, and anyone else. this is how we must be to environtment. just like biology lesson, we need to adaptation with new thing. for example, you just moved from your house or school so should that new place be nice to you? they'll not good if you never start. this is what do i mean about adaptation. if we can adaptation well, then we will be comfrtable where ever we stayed. be nice, then environtment will welcome you happily :) here how we can really need to facing world. and here how can we see what have we done for world.




5. ENEMY

actually, this thing is not really important to take in mind. but, however if we don't care to something like this it would kill us. sometimes. enemy. i just guess thath everybody has these enemies. this part of life. somebody who hate somebody must be hated by somebody else. that is life. it just like "love'' if you love someone, then somebody else will love you too. and if you hate someone, the other one will hate you. so, why does we hate each other. it just a such as of suck. however, we can't run from this relation. here my advice to you about this enemy, don't hate them back. keep be nice and never HATE BACK. even i know that's sooooo difficult, why don't you just try? or..... just ignore them. ignore doesn't mean mock or try to kill them or whatever that -__- just do your life. there's no doomsday if you have some enemies right? some enemies just envy with the thing that you have while they don't have that. but, it's not always about the envyness. it could be there's fault you did, that you just can't realized. so......never think that you always true. don't be selfish. keep realizing your fault. :)

there's a question...
how if enemies that we found is about war?
i guess, you know how to react this. as long as the war is for goodness, fight 'till die just the answer. :)
well, just make it fun lah. kalau bisa nyanyi atau nari-nari sambil perang gak masalah. asal gak takut mati aja mwihihihi LOLROTLF -___- easy going men!!

well, yaaa sebenarnya sih masih sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat banyak. ya secara garis besar aja deh. gini aja. semoga kita semua bisa lebih menjalani kehidupan ini dengan baik. sampai kita benar-benar pergi, ya jangan sia-siakan lah kehidupan di dunia nih. have fun aja deh. apapun itu, THAT'S NOT THE END OF WORLD lah. walaupun emang kiamat, toh masih ada kehidupan setelah kiamat. hagshaghags-____-

okeh. dah gini aja deh.
lets start this war manteman :9 mangats!



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Million Days


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A new song againts that i just made. I still don't find another way how to show you the melody of the songs that i've made. But the only one to know it, just contact me. 
well, just read the lyrics and make it fun. i hope you'll like it ;) 
keepin' on ur smile, earth people!!

Million Days

I feel like i'm waiting for something that never been happened
I feel like i'm living in the world i've waited for a million days
I feel like everything that i wished will happen in future
I feel like i wanna go from every the life sites of my life

I know, where's the places i breath
I know, It is impossible
I know, It's only the lie
I know, I don't have secret outside

Just because i am quiet
Doesn't mean i won't reach my world

I've struggled in my best to fight on that
I'm not hiding from th trouble to find myself
Even i know what i wanted i'll keep survie
'Cause i've dream for my future too long..
For a million days
I will keep on my smile
To fighting the world

I feel like i'm dying when i face everything in this world
I feel like i'm going to show up myself in everyone
I feel like i'm falling from the sky to turn on everything
Or something will happen then catch me for a million days

I know, where's the places i breath
I know, It is impossible
I know, It's only the lie
I know, I don't have secret outside

Just because i am quiet
Doesn't mean i won't reach my world

I've struggled in my best to fight on that
I'm not hiding from th trouble to find myself
Even i know what i wanted i'll keep survie
'Cause i've dream for my future too long..
For a million days
I will keep on my smile
To fighting the world



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I was not a hero


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the song written by me again, with title "I Was Not A Hero" What's this song is talk about? how to sing it?
 just check it out by your own mind ;) or ask me :p 
hopefully you like this.

I was not a hero

Maybe, when you look at me
Think i am the crazy one
Who think can solving everything
Who can believing everything

Maybe, you think i'm just giving the bliss
To everyone who can believe
I want the prove that if it like a hero

I'm blaith...
The way that i can shine on you
The way that i can blear at all
The way make you think
It's like a hero

It's aint...
There's nothing the truth on your mind
There's no eloquence in myself
It's just the power from my heart
I was not a hero..
I was not a hero..

Maybe, you think i'm the one who is crazy
Hidden between the war
Who desperat because
The blame around of the road

Maybe, you see the insane of my brain
Think that element clear the war
Instantly, my neglect just make negotiation

I'm blaith...
The way that i can shine on you
The way that i can blear at all
The way make you think
It's like a hero

It's aint...
There's nothing the truth on your mind
There's no eloquence in myself
It's just the power from my heart
I was not a hero..
I was not a hero..

Maybe, when you look at me
Think i am the crazy one
Who think can solving everything
Who can believing everything

I'm blaith...
The way that i can shine on you
The way that i can blear at all
The way make you think
It's like a hero

It's aint...
There's nothing the truth on your mind
There's no eloquence in myself
It's just the power from my heart
I was not a hero..
I was not a hero..
I was not a hero..
I was not a hero..




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Karena


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lagi-lagi sebuah karya *yang saya sebut karya* oleh saya dan teman saya, Asti Astuti Rahmadhani Nur yang dikenal dengan TUTI. ya, walaupun...ini adalah karya yang sudah cukup lama dan sudah berhari-hari menjamur. no matter for that. so.....................karya yang berjudul "KARENA" ini resmi di buka *prokprokprok*

Jum'at, 10 Agustus 2012

Karena

Karena langit berwarna biru, aku dapat berdiri di bumi ini. namun bukan berarti kebiruan itu menyertai langkahku. Karena matahari pagi cerah bersinar, namun bukan berarti semangatku secerah sinarnya matahari. Karena bintang berkilauan pada malam hari aku dapat melihat pada kegelapan, namun bukan berarti aku aku dapat membiaskan kegelapan malam. Karena suasana malam yang begitu sepi, namun bukan berarti aku dapat menghentikan rasa sepi di hatiku. Karena bumi berputar, berbagai dampak alam terjadi namun bukan berarti aku akan tetap berputar pula pada satu sisi. Karena hidup terus berjalan, kadang di atas kadang dibawah. namun bukan berarti hidup akan berjalan sesuai keinginanku. Karena keinginanku hanyalah dapat bahagia, bukan berarti aku selalu bersedih. Karena jika aku bersedih tak kan ada keuntungan yang aku dapat kan, hanya membuat luka di hati yang kian membesar. Karena sebuah alasan aku tak ingin merasakan luka itu, demi terus mengokohkan langkahku. Karena aku yakin, jika aku mampu bertahan dengan keadaan yang seperti ini, aku akan mendapatkan hasil yang memuaskan.

end.

created by :
Tasia Rozakiah.L



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Tonight


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I have made a song last days ago. the title is Tonight. What's this song is talk about? how to sing it?
 just check it out by your own mind ;) or ask me :p

TONIGHT

It's 10 pm i'm waiting for
I'm waiting for something not real
I'm gonna change my self at that time
Tonight..

I'm walking on my mind with rules
To find away and runaway
I'm gonna change my life to get at all
Then i get everything
Then i get everything
Then i get everything
Tonight..

You are person 
In my damn world
Find out all of my doubt
Tell them all i know
I know what's inside on your mind
What do you feel for the truth
What do you want to tell them
Tell them all i know
Tonight..

I have tried to climb into sky
But you know it's aint possible
So it'll loss and already gone
Tonight..

I know it's hard to take a choose
You know it's hard for me to breath
But why can't i realize it when the rain
You get it, all i know
You get it, all i know
You get it, all i don't know



You are person 
In my damn world
Find out all of my doubt
Tell them all i know
I know what's inside on your mind
What do you feel for the truth
What do you want to tell them

Tell them all i know
Tell them all i know
Tell them all i know



Tonight....
Tonight....
Tonight....
Tonight....


You are person In my damn world
Find out all of my doubt Tell them all i know




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