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i all i had


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hello again,

hello again, it's me tasia.
i really can't stay, i hate my mind.
i really can't.

i don't even know what to write.

i have lost, everything.

helena i am listening to now. it felt like i am 14 again.

like, whats the worst that i could say.

things are better if i stay.

lol

i hate, everything. i hate everything:(



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...


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tasia capek, capek kali udah aja. semuanya udah aja. tasia capek kali udah aja semuanya udah aja, tasia capek sama semuanya udah capek kali capek kali capek aja capek kali capek kali kali capek capek kali capek kali kali capek capek semuanya udah aja semuanya ya Allah tasia capek semuanya. udah aja ya, plis.



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something new


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i really want to end this, but i just can't.
i want to talk, but i just can't.
it hurts, so fucking bad. 
back again, i have no one to talk. again.

it's okay tasia.

halo semuanya,
jadi aku baru selesai pendidikan dokter dan akan melanjutkan eh udah selesai profesi nya juga udah dan udah sumpah dokter. selanjutnya aku akan internship. jujur, aku gak tau harus internship dimana.

aku bosan di kota ini dan ga pergi pergi, aku capek dengan orang orangnya, semuanya kadang rasanya mungkin benci juga, tapi disini adalah tempat ternyaman. aku takut keluar, ketemu hal yang mungkin gak lebih baik dari yang aku dapat disini. aku benci dan kesal dan bosan sama orang orang yang ada, but i love them too much. too much, so i just can't hate anyone or anything.

tapi yang aku tau, aku butuh hal baru, ini semua memuakkan dan aku sangat stuck disini. 
jujur tasia bingung, dan galau.

i hate everybody here, but love them too much. 

atau aku cuma takut untuk pergi dari zona nyaman, while i need it so bad.

how do i know.



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Good Bye!


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Hello!
this is very random and full of everything kind of thing.
so, i declare to moving in to another one.

but, this is really puberty of me. LOLz

Anyway, since puberty is still happening... but in a different path.
So, Thank You.

meet the other me, HERE!

Love,
Tasia



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NEW PET!


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SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...............
long long time ago, once i had a pet named grey who has died caused a serious illness..
yes....but don't worry!
it was not a rabies.. it was actually an urolithiasis or other called urinary tract stones in cat.
and now, he is already rest in peace :"

FAREWELL GREYSON.
you must have been happier there than here...

but now..
i am having a new pet!! yeayyyyyyyy! which my friends gave in my 17th birthday

well,
call her, RUBY.























well, it's been 2 years since she was born. she's old already.
okay...
yes, i am 19th years old already and THAT IS SCARY.
scarier than when all the lights off and it was dark while outside had hard raining within the voice of very loud lightning and no one there to save you........okay.

well, never mind.

so now, here i'd like to share some tips how to take care your pet..especially a cat.
althought i'm not that quite good, but please just read if you'd like to:)

1. Make sure you bathe your pet in a proper way





2. Cut your cat's nail routinely



3. Make sure your pet has a complete vaccine since they're kitten (around 3 month age)



4. Give the best food for your pet, control and never forget the meal time



5. Keep your pet in healthy condition, give some vitamine if it is needed






6. Always clean your pet's poop using a poop scooper twice a day


7. Show your pet a lot of love, make sure they are happy :)





8. Provide the most comfortable place for your pet



9. Always comb your pet's fur routinely




10. Make sure you keep protect yourself from any kind dangerous things that could happen in your pet






AND THAT IS THE END OF THE TIPS HOW TO TAKE CARE YOUR PET.
WELL, I WISH THIS COULD BE USEFUL FOR YOU WHO EVER READ THIS.

"Always keep yourself protected from any dangerous things that could happen in life"

keep yourself health, that's the most important thing to be the happiest person ever

thank you ♥
sincerely,
tasiarl 



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HELLO!!


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HAI BLOG.
been years together,
we all know there is no forever,
however,
we all are in fever,
therefore we need a loudspeaker,
to hear the sufferer,
to heal the liver,
we're living for each other,
so let's see deeper,
to help the lesser,
to be a listener,
then we can go higher,
living more than ever.
let's make it up together,
be happier,
be the winner,
not being time waster.

sincerely,
the voices



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ulala~


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jadi gini, saya lagi menjalankan misi talk less, no action. jadi gabanyak omong. 
sometimes, i just don't want to talk.

jadi, udah. gitu. dengar lagu soundtrack the smurf 2. jadi ya udah. gitu. ni ya. 
lagunya ulala~ gitu. 
hah gini ya, emang hidup itu sulit gausah dipersulit kenapa?stfu.

You don't have to look like a movie star
Ooh I think you're good just the way you are
Tell me if you could would you up and run away with me?

 You don't have to roll like a millionaire
Baby I would go with you anywhere
We don't need no gold, we'll be shining anyway, we'll see

You know can't nobody get down like us
We don't stop 'till we get enough
C'mon, turn it up 'till the speakers pop
Break it down, show me what you've got

 Ooh my my baby don't be shy
I see that spark flashing in your eye
My heart beats fast 'cause I want it all
So baby come with me and be my ooh la la

Take my hand, we can go all night
And spin me round just the way I like
It feels so good, I don't wanna stop
So baby come with me and be my ooh la la

You don't have to wear no designer clothes
Just as long as we're dancing on the floor
Fingers in my hair and I'm letting go tonight, so free

 You know can't nobody get down like us
We don't stop 'till we get enough
C'mon, turn it up 'till the speakers pop
Break it down, show me what you've got

Ooh my my baby don't be shy
I see that spark flashing in your eye
My heart beats fast 'cause I want it all
So baby come with me and be my ooh la la

 Take my hand, we can go all night
And spin me round just the way I like
It feels so good, I don't wanna stop
So baby come with me and be my ooh la la

 [Break]
Ooh my my baby don't be shy
I see that spark flashing in your eye

Ooh my my baby don't be shy
I see that spark flashing in your eye
My heart beats fast 'cause I want it all
So baby come with me and be my ooh la la

Take my hand, we can go all night
And spin me round just the way I like
It feels so good, I don't wanna stop
So baby come with me and be my ooh la la

Baby come with me and be my ooh la la
So baby come with me and be my ooh la la

so, it's a life, just sing like ulala~

nite,
whoelse

ps:i hate yell
sometimes grown up need to be alone, so do we, teenager.





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Like A Flamingo


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I remember when you put
A path, escape from the truth
Divide a hole while people bleed
Hesitate of that jumbled
Staying habit in grumble
You lift it confidently

You quicken to propelled this process
Maintain all your fortresses
Observed what have been occured
You pushed up all of the buddies
Refresh mixed memories
Perform what have to be presented

Fly like a flamingo, flamingo
Its wings flutter on the rainbow
Or let it sleeps like an owl
At the sun

I heard your voice from wishper
Your shout loud getting bumper
Are you stick in of that rumor?
Formulate all the numbers
Make it one, solve together
You know what this means perfectly

never known this song? ofcourse.
or maybe you want to hear this song? clickhere
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tahun ke tiga...


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well...
HAPPY 3RD ANNYVERSARY BLOG!!!

ini udah buat yang ketiga kalinya februari bagi blog ini, sejak di ciptakan 3 tahun lalu, tahun 2011, kini umurnya sudah 3 tahun di tahun 2014 ini.

 selamat ulang tahun...
kalau manusia, di umur yang ke tiga ini udah pandai jalan, udah bisa ngomong "mama" "papa", udah makan banyak, bernafas, udah bisa lari-lari lasak. ya gitu deh pokoknya.

 emang ini agak gak jelas, tapi ya sudahlah.

thank you for all you've done, blog.
this last 3 years were means a lot for me....

wish all your (my) dreams come true!



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FOKUS!!!


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I DO REALLY NEED TO STUDY HARD, DON'T I? :)

Kenapa tiba-tiba saya mengatakan hal ini? 
gini, intinya tu sederhana aja. saya punya mimpi mimpi khayalan gak jelas yang terlalu tinggi. yes, i had it.
but, in other way, saya bukan lah a "reader", "dilligent","hard-working".
ingat ingat semua orang sukses dunia, ingat ingat semua yang saya mau.....itu semua berbanding terbalik dengan usaha saya :') saya bisa apa...
kayaknya orang easy-going agak gak berhak ya berkhayal ketinggian :')

saya harus sadar diri.........

jadi siapapun yang baca postingan ini, coba deh jadikan mimpi sama usaha jadi berbanding lurus. gak kayak saya. ntar kebanyakan mau, jadi gila. tapi untung saya belum gila.

dari ini saya dapatkan rumus, usaha x mimpi = hasil yang memuaskan
udah berteori asal aja saya hah.........

i'm just trying to suggest myself to try hard,
ya begitulah, 
YA.



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[RIP] greyson, we love you so much♥♥☹


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Sabtu, 9 November 2013, Greyson. Seekor kucing persia berumur lebih kurang 18 bulan berwarna abu-abu, i'll see you in another life :")

Sore ini, sekitar pukul setengah empat sore baru saja aku menginjakkan kaki dirumah. sejenak tersentak akan peliharaan ku yang sekitar sepuluh hari ini sudah sakit batu ginjal. ya, batu ginjal. aneh memang, namun nyatanya kucingku ini sempat di pasang kateter oleh dokter hewan. penyakit ini bukan penyakit yang aneh lagi bagi seekor kucing. apalagi kucing rumahan seperti grey. bisa diakibatkan oleh umur atau makanan yang di makannya. 

tepat sekitar pukul 4 sore, aku segera mengecek kamar dimana grey biasa berada. namun....
semuanya berubah....

grey sudah tergeletak di lantai dengan posisi terlungkup. 
grey telah tiada...




tubuh nya kaku. tak berdaya. apa daya, penyakitnya memang parah.
3 hari udah di infus di dokter hewan, di kateter, pipisnya berdarah, gak mau makan.

jadi kalau misal kucingnya di vonis dokter terkena batu ginjal, siap siapin mental aja ya :")
ntar kalau mau nangis jejeritan juga gak masalah, mau loncat loncat di tiang jemuran juga gak masalah selama gak mencoba untuk nyusulin aja lah. :(
kita bisa apa lagi...

grey? selamat tinggal 
life is never so easy without you, really...
ini serius.

grey yang biasa nemanin kalau sendirian dirumah, yang ngetok ngetok pintu kamar minta makan, yang udah dikasih makan langsung pergi gitu aja, yang tiba tiba masuk kamar tujuannya cuma nyakar orang, yang suka garuk garuk karpet bunda, yang suka tidur-tiduran depan pintu rumah, yang suka kabur kalau ada kesempatan, yang suka gigit orang, yang udah ninggalin jamurnya di tangan saya, yang suka ajak main padahal orang lagi sibuk, yang suka teriak teriak kalau udah waktunya tidur, yang...udah kayak keluarga bagi kita♥♥

kemudian...
grey akan segera dikuburkan. namun, dikarnakan nenek saya juga sedang sakit, lalu kami pun menunggu oom saya untuk menjemput grey agar dikurburkan segera. setelah sekian lama....
hujan pun turun.

langit seolah tak kunjung ingin kalah, langit ikut menangis.
entah apa alasannya menangis.
yang penting, grey is staying in heaven now :")

detik detik pemakaman grey...




liat muka ara gitu tu......sedih.

hah.
begitu banyak tragedi terjadi. 
hidup seolah tak memberi makna yang berkilau.
seolah tak menjelaskan warta masa depan.
seolah pelik, namun bernafas adalah hal yang paling menyenangkan.
hidup mati itu urusan ALLAH SWT :)

selamat tinggal grey, we love you more than what you thought♥



terimakasih atas semua memori nya grey :)
you'll never be alone♥♥♥
someday, i will meet you again

[R.I.P] Greyson, lubis♥



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Out of life


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Have you ever feel like nothing to be had by you? like no one ever likes you, like you do not deserve to get anything. me either. but for all, no one ever want you die. trust me. :)



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Bunga Untukku


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Merekah aku di dalam sekuntum bunga
Menerawang tiap nafas sekitar             
Aku terngiang dalam mimpi
Tersesat dalam rimba
Hai, semesta apa itu yang kau genggam?
Apa itu yang kau simpan?
Apa itu yang kau jaga?

Sedetik saja aku terpana
Semenit kemudian itu tiada
Aku terisak dikala turunnya setitik air
Aku terjerat oleh rangkaian tali tanaman
Apa aku pantas?
Apa aku tak jera?
Masihkah ku teridur?

Semesta...apapun itu yang kau genggam
Apakah itu pantas untuk ku
Aku siap merekah
Meski bunga bangkai harus kulewati

22:02 WIB
Kamis, 15 Agustus 2013



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Show Your Words


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C                            D
I try to starting in to figure out
F                                  E
I thought it would forget we've been through
C                                 D
No story can believe that scream loud
F                                   E
And these already saved as a jerk

               G                    Am
I guess you did it all as the prove
F                                C
But you never show it just be clear
               Am                    F
You're not the only one who come afterwards
C                                G
The treasure that never be yours

       G                Am
Lets say clearly, eyes to eyes
F
Step by step
C
To figure out
               G
Something's called unclear
Am
You and they
Dm                                      Am
Confusing all, doesn't mean don't understand
                 F
I can read your words
                C           G
I will show my words

C                                   D
Hey you, look, come on, fix it all
F                                    E
Like water fix the flower, beautifully
C                                   D
Coz i'll keep on my faith, to standing up
F                                   E
Even if it's aint related, on your words

          G
So stop playing in
Am                       F                     C
like a video game on your holiday, face the world
Am                            F
Coz nobody will win, live or die
C                               G
So just talk and let the wings turn on



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god?


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dear god?



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25 WORDS


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THERE ARE 25 WORDS ABOUT THE WAY I USED TO BE :

START to LISTEN to FIND then FEEL then THINK to UNDERSTANDING then be CAREFUL to ACCEPT be HONEST to CARE then TRY to SAVE to SURVIVE then REALIZE then RUN to KICK to MOVE to CHANGE to SOLVE to LEARN then SMILE to be FREE then ENJOY be HAPPY and CHECKED



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SIXTEENTH! :]x


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well.......
it was SECONDOFJUNE AGAIN :]

udah yang ke enambelas kalinya ini terjadi. kali ini, kayak awan yang tadi nya cuma baru jadi es udah nyaris turun ke bumi jadi titik air. *okeinipelajarangeo=|*


malam disaat hari itu, sepupu saya @sheriinannisa dan @MellaNindiaW tiba-tiba ngebet pengen nginap rumah saya, oke saya udah bertatap curiga aja kepada mereka. dan masih....pura pura ga ngerti. malamnya di rumah nenek ada acara pake adat batak gitu, bersyukur karna bang Aryo sepupu saya yang baru aja lulus kuliah, udah dapet kerja. gilak :') pengen jugak.

singkat cerita, mella ica tiba dirumah saya. seperti biasa kami bercengkrama akan hal yang tidak begitu penting atau hal yang penting. mella ica itu udah kayak temen. bukan sepupu. kami yang perbedaan umurnya cuma setahun setahun, udah kayak....gitu deh. undescription kali. :')

waktu terus berjalan, mella udah bolak balek bangun tidur bangun tidur gak jelas. sampai waktu limabelasmenit sebelum jam duabelas, tampak jelas ica mela mulai krasakrusuk. saya yang udah "ngeh" aja pura pura gak ngeh. sibuk bareng laptop saya tercinta. saya mulai bangga, mikir lagi "mang gue pandai akting nya teopebegete" sambil senyam senyum. 

dan saat nya jam duabelas. kemudian semuanya berubah...
dengan pedenya mella ica datengin kamar saya megang kue teriak jejeritan "HEPIBESDAYKAKTASIA!!" kemudian saya nangis haru guling guling teriak di underlinebolditalic.
  " MAKASIH WOY!!! ='D " 
kurang dramatisir apaaa cobaaak?-_-



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(งˆ⌣ˆ)ง


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Start from now...
From every the fears inside, from every the heart-beat
I wonder if there's something will be closer even further

Start from now...
Life's gonna be different. However, time's gonna be gone.
I will try to find out every meaning in every side

Start from now...
God will watch much, stay longer
Shout louder to make everybody listening

Start from now...
I'd like to catch every memories that would kill me
I'm trying to delete every steps that wasn't mine

Start from now...
I'll keep on my writing to show every light
To hide every dark, to combine water and the air

Start from now...
One step start the changing
Without permission, but using imagination

Start from now...
I'm going to smile, to love, to live, to laugh
Extremely perfect completely in my own way

~(˘⌣˘~) (~˘⌣˘)~




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Barney - I Love You


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ini ara, please welcome :D
I love you

You love me

 We're a happy family



With a great big hug and  


A kiss from me to you

Won't you say you love me too

...


I love you

You love me

We're best friends like friends should be

With a great big hug

And a kiss from me to you

Won't you say you love me too


<3




















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Spend along this day


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Don’t you remember that time
You’re saying hello awkward
It’s like de javu
Introducing ourself

It seems just like yesterday
A story between you and i
We start it by hello
Reality, goodbye will come true

Once in a lifetime
A friendship develops
Connecting heart to heart
When  someone come into your life

You’re my once in a life time
Told me something means a lot
This is the day of ours
Together spend along this day

Now it’s only happy ending
But we’re not only wasting time
We made the story became the moment
Keep it alive in our deep soul

We’re going through out the move
Brand our new day after
‘Cause this friendship already saved
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